all that i am

it looks peaceful and restful enough...

the roses from last week's baptism

against the leftover snow... turned ice

but it's not what I feel

maybe it's because of the three cups of coffee

I had today

...after cutting way... back 

for the whole the first part of this month

maybe it's a little of the protestant work ethic 

...somehow making it's way into 

my already guilty cradle Catholic mindset

but however I approach it 

I can't justify

being in my robe until 4:30 this afternoon!?!?

wasting an entire day...

no redding up

no dishes

no laundry

although I did bring up the load 

that was in the dryer

   didn't fold it though!?!?

...to get a clean pair of pants to put on 

after my late day shower?!?

so I can look ... and smell 

half decent for our dinner date this evening

thank goodness for friends

...on top of being lazy all day

I don't even have to cook tonight!

I really don't deserve it...

last night a date with my hubby

today just lounging around all morning

and then having waffles for lunch

and lounging around some more...

not only will I go blind

from looking at this computer for soooo long

I think I may just die...

and go straight to hell

...although I'm hoping 

one day of being a sluggard 

won't qualify me for eternal damnation

...or is that presumptuous of me?!?

maybe if I did the same thing tomorrow...

and even though up until now 

I haven't believed in purgatory...

I think I might feel just a tad bit better

if I had to did some hard time there

...just throw these dying roses in on top of me

I deserve everything I get!!?

I hope you enjoyed a day of being lazy in the middle of January

a little more than I did

teeheehee