all that i am

so I find it absolutely amazing how our dream
sleep minds work

in my dream I was apparently blogging about...
and you know how sometimes
when you stumble into someone's blog
where you've never been before
and suddenly
you are accosted with unexpected sound
and loud music
and the quiet little sanctuary
you're sitting in
is suddenly thrust into make it stop mode?!?!

well
last night at 3:15 in the wee hours of morning
I was awaken by a huge peel of thunder
away in the distance
with that only 'in these here hills'
endless rumble rumble rumble

I am fairly certain I was not dreaming
of blogging?!?!
but in that instant of being roused
by the loud sound
and dreaming
my dream mind re-created that scenario
telling me that the loud noise I heard
was from a blog!
then
in my semi awake mind
the truest purest part of my mind
the mind least corrupted
by my conscious mind
I thought
oh my
I have missed it...
the loud sound in the sky was
Jesus coming in the clouds
with a loud 'trumpet'
to receive His own into glory!
it's the sound we are to be awake and alert for
looking up!
ready
to meet Him in the air
and
because I was blogging....
I was passed over....

do you think some still small voice of my subconscious
is trying to tell me something?!?!