years ago
I spoke angry words
against holiness
I was judgmental
I was defensive
all these years later
nothing has changed
I speak the same words
again
until in a moment
a short sudden moment
I'm walking
alone
across a wide lawn
and a feeling I haven't felt
in more years than I can remember
begins with my feet
damp
with dew
ends with my eyes
flows down my cheeks
wet
with tears
'like the dew'
my heart melts
I confess
I am jealous
I am envious
I want
what they have
so want
only want
what they have
and everything in me cries
silently
into the night
knowing
I will never ever
even possibly
have what they have
be what they are
but
there are four eternal lives now...six
because of the holiness of two...one
my feet
my face
wet
in the dew
where I stand
Therefore let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall.
1 Corinthians 10:12
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